everything's · gonna · be · quite · alright

I haven't posted a journal in sooooo long! oh man haha senior year started after a short but awesome summer. so far so good. everything is good and i think it's going to be an great year. i won't want to leave at the end tho...i know that.

a lot has changed...my hair...my clothes...i have a boyfriend now that i love even though he doesn't think i do. friends are the same and the best as always.

field hockey is good. first game tomorrow and i can't wait. we have a realyl good team this year and i think we might actually have a chance at the championship this year so i cant wait.

i will update soon! until then...LOVE!

Yesterday could have been one of the most horrible days of my life. Not only did I get into one of the biggest fights with my family possible...but one of my best friends is angry with me, and the person I love doesn't trust me. I'm finally working passed my fear of letting someone in, and my fear of commitment, but the person that I want to open up to, isn't accepting me. I am far from perfect...I'm stubborn and ignorant and I pick fights, but I also know that I'd bend over backwards to make my friends happy. I'd gladly give up my life in order to save theirs. So why can't he see that? I give my love the only way I know how and I get my flaws thrown in my face. Apparently love isn't enough anymore.